By the time I had reached my middle twenties, I knew I leaned toward a heterosexual existence but also felt the inner urges for bisexual pleasures.

The first thought for any young kid is of course getting laid. That wonderful experience was attained when I was only fifteen years old. Marjorie and I had dated; she was gorgeous, hot and aggressive. We had participated in heavy petting from time to time but one night while sitting on her living room chesterfield, she began rubbing my crotch. I ran my hands over her tiny breasts and slipped my other hand up her skirt. She began groping at my zipper so I opened wide and took my hard, throbbing teenage dick out displayed in all its glory. Marjorie stood, lifted her skirt, pulled down her white panties and slowly but deftly, sat on my outstretched cock. What a sensation. Smooth, moist, velvet. It was my first time and I did not know what to do other than enjoy. She moved around, up and down, back and forth for what seemed an eternity of paradise when I felt a whoosh of wet warmth cover my cock, I wasn't aware at the time but apparently she had come. Marjorie got off me just as expertly as she had mounted, cooing and whispering how much she loved it. It was also my first experience with "lover's nuts". On the way home I thought my balls were in a vice they hurt so bad, how was I to know I should have shot a load too. In bed I kept reliving my first fuck and eventually jacked off thinking about it. To my surprise, relieving me sexually by hand also relieved myself of the pain I had in my balls. Who knew?

Male fantasies never end. I had screwed a few girls but somewhere in the back of my mind I wondered what it would be like to do 69 with a guy, maybe fuck a man's ass or even the ultimate, an all male threesome? The first question was answered in college. My room mate and I were pretty open with each other and if either one of us whacked off even knowing the other could see, we did it anyway. We got back to our room late after a rousing pub night escapade far from drunk but still, each carried a slight buzz to our beds. I lay naked on my bed and began stroking myself in plain view of my roomie. He got naked and stood by my bed jerking his cock back and forth laughing and gesturing with his bum with a pushing, fucking motion. All of a sudden without warning Jeff climbed onto my bed and laid on top of me his head at my cock and his ass, balls and stiff erection inches from my face. I had never seen a pure, hairless male ass before. His cheeks were solid, ass crack as clean as a doctor's elbow and his asshole puckered and pinkish. He began sucking my cock and the sight above me turned me on so much I think I was already coming. My first 69 was also my last. It was more than I had ever hoped, sensuous, erotic, exhilarating and satisfying in every way. I loved every moment and have jacked off many times remembering the fullness of the man to man 69 but truly, have never did it again because I am spoiled and will only do it with a guy who is as hairless, pure and clean as Jeff. I have yet to find him, I suppose that sounds selfish and foolish but, that is how it is.

My third fantasy was fulfilled quite unexpectedly. Sloping half way round the local university is a nature trail that winds through a dense forest. A lot of married guys cruise that area as well a students who need a bit of quickie cock play. I rarely went there but one day I was in need and thought I would try my luck. I had walked alone for about a quarter mile when a man in his mid fifties, short and a bit plump stopped and made trivial conversation. I noticed a wedding band on his finger and surmised he was there for some sexual fun. He wandered off looking back at me every other step and when he saw I was walking in the same direction, he slowly edged off into the thicker brush onto a small foot path. Again I followed what the heck, I needed a blow job and he looked like a nice guy who would sate my need.

He slipped behind a clump of fir trees surrounded by heavy brush and I joined him. He smiled and cupped my crotch and began undoing my belt. I took my pants down and when he saw I was straight out hard, he too took his pants down and then off. Without a word he handed me a condom and got down on his hands and knees offering me his ass. He was chubby, his ass cheeks together spread about two and a half feet across but here was my chance. I knelt down and steered my condom encased cock toward what I thought was his ass hole. I missed and he grimaced with a twinge of pain. Not as easy as I thought. I tried several times until my cock seemed to just pop into nothingness. I was in. I repositioned my self and sidled up closer to his humped up ass. Well I'll be damned, I was actually fucking a man. I had to adjust my cock and my knees often but my back and forth butt motions finally paid off and I filled that floppy rubber attachment with my hot come. I truly could not see where he got any satisfaction out of it because he didn't come but he was pleased as punch just raving endlessly how long I was able to fuck him.

Now I know some readers are thinking I am either a liar or a promiscuous slut but I am neither. Truthfully and sadly, my sex experiences are few and far between. From the time I screwed Marjorie and the little fat man's ass, almost four decades had transpired so you see; transferring fantasies into realities takes deep abiding patience.

My fourth fantasy was to have a threesome. Oh I experienced a threesome with two girls back when I was in my late twenties, it was an eye opening experience but quite frankly, I found it frustrating and too busy. Someone was always doing something and the other was expecting more all revolving around the performance of my lone cock. No, I am certainly grateful I had a chance to fuck two girls at once but once was enough. The fourth fantasy was a threesome with two men, two adult men who would know what they wanted and know how to attain it. I am happy to say, the fourth fantasy was culminated last week.

I have a married friend who e mails me two, three times a year and we meet for some close encounters of our kind. He is in real estate and when he has an empty place we can meet in private, he asks if I am available. We half undress, kiss and touch, suck each other and then leave. Simple as that. He e mailed me two weeks ago and asked if I could meet him at a corner coffee shop and then spend a couple hours together. I agreed to rendezvous and when I got there he began to explain the prospect of going to another man's apartment to engage in a threesome. I wanted to but did not jump at the chance immediately, who is this guy? Is he discreet? Is he clean and no health problems? So many questions until I receive all the assurances I needed. On the drive there I kept thinking I am actually going to have a threesome with two men.

My friend Cliff is a big man, 42 years old, over six feet tall and a hefty 235 pounds. He is handsome and has a nice uncut cock, smaller than my 7 inches but just as thick and suckable. We knocked on the apartment door and were greeted by an older gentleman, somewhere in his early seventies I would imagine. Cliff introduced me by name and I shook hands with the stranger I got to know as Frank. We small talked for no more than a few minutes when Frank asked me to go to a small anti room off the bedroom and get undressed. Cliff and I shuffled out of our clothes and then joined Frank, who was already in the bedroom naked. Frank's eyes seemed to bulge as I walked shyly into the room my cock still only semi hard. His excitement at my or our naked bodies was a compliment I guess. He clicked on a small television pre loaded with a video showing a man banging the ass of a muscled black guy. I sort of set the ground rules by explaining I am not into anal. Frank smiled and explained he could not get an erection anymore so not to worry. I had been with a couple very virile seventy year old men so I needed that tiny bit of assurance just to relax.

Cliff lay on the bed and I lay beside him. Cliff began kissing me and I kissed him back running my hands all over his massive hairy chest and tits. I slung one leg over his body and started sucking his right breast when I felt Frank's tongue running up and down the crack of my ass. I was certainly hard now. Frank was trying to reach my asshole with his tongue so I arched my back to give him more access between my ass cheeks. Cliff took advantage of the extra space and although half off the bed, he slid down and took my cock full into his mouth sucked me deep and wet. Somehow I was on my back and Frank had my legs apart and his mouth was caressing my cock, balls and asshole. Cliff knelt along side my head and was guiding his cock knob through my lips. At one point both Cliff and Frank were taking turns sucking my cock, along the way I had sucked Cliff's hard on and even rolled Frank's soft dick around in my mouth. We kissed and sucked, licked and probed for over an hour, I felt like a used whore and loved it. Both men lay side by side and Frank asked me to jack off onto their faces and I gladly complied. I exploded like never before gushing my first load into Cliff's mouth and then Frank took my cock sucking and sucking until I was soft and sore. Cliff must have shot his as well because I felt the warm liquid hit me near the base of my back or ass, I am not sure. I was spent, exhausted. Cliff was breathing hard and Frank was moaning incoherently. In a word, wow! I had finally experienced an all male threesome and will again whenever I have the chance. Throughout my life I have fantasized getting laid, a 69 with a guy and the chance to fuck a man's ass. I have recently completed my fourth fantasy of a threesome with two men so what is next? Like I said, male fantasies never end. By the way, have you ever fantasized a fuck/suck session with you, your wife and... me? Hmmm, another fantasy?