“This is a story based upon true events, names locations and some details have been altered. This is my first time writing a gay novel and will be divided in a lot of chapters. Be patient when my choice of words ain't always the best, English is not my native language. Pornographic Material is involved, so if you don't want to read about man to man sex and love I would advice you to not read further,”

Chapter I : Virgin No More

It was a fine Autumn evening. It had start to become colder, and the leaves on the trees had since long fall off. I was sitting down at the Cafeteria with my friends, one boy accompanied by six girls. A lot of men would had dreamed of such situations, but not me my interests lay elsewhere, I liked men, and had been well aware of that since I was 13 years old. I used to always look at the guys In the shower after gym class. I noticed by the age of 15, that I was more interested in body hair and age differences. I had a huge crush on my homeroom teacher during 9^th grade, he was a husky good looking, older polar bear.

Now I'm 18, still a virgin and currently living on campus. I studied Animal care and had a wonderful time, as I would picture it my best years of my life. These girls were my dorm mates, and had been for almost 3 years now. They knew about my sexuality and kept it well hidden from everyone else, it was a great cooperation. I was their supportive male friend they could rely on and cuddle up against without worries, and they allowed me to be myself. We usually always had guys walk up to our table and today was no exception. As we sat there talking about guys, one man turned and walked towards our table.

He was wearing a gray trench coat and a dark fedora hat. As I was peeking more carefully I saw he was a middle aged man, blue eyes, blonde hair and a trimmed full beard. He was handsome, a bit stocky. I could see some of his chest hair trough the opening on his shirt. Since I'm a bit weak for bear men, especially the chubby types, my mind slipped in to those perverted thoughts, and I was forced to hide my crouch, so I quickly put my notebook in my knee.

“Hey, girls mind if I steal your friend for a moment?”

I thought he meant one of my female friends, so I didn't pay him much attention. I rarely do when they come walking up like that hitting on my girlfriends. But since I eventually got aware he was looking at me, I kinda started blushing. My friends were laughing, I must had looked like a real fool.

“Well we were planning to head home anyways, but you two try to have a great time now”

My friends took their stuff and walked out of the cafeteria I could hear them laughing at the whole thing for quite some time. They had now left me alone with the man. He told me he had overheard our conversation, and that he wished for me to grab another coffee with him and his friend, considering I didn't have anything better to do I agreed on the suggestion. The man went and grabbed another coffee for me, then led the way towards another table deeper inside around a corner, were his friend sat waiting. I immediately noticed that his friend was my class mate, Johnny.

Johnny was the school troublemaker, rarely showing up in class, always being loud and from my perspective he was pretty dumb. Maybe he was misunderstood, or had a rough time at home but he was a troublemaker none the less. Johnny was hot back then thou, and I usually checked him out in the shower when I had the chance. He was stocky built, brown hair and green eyes but the best part was that his chest, ass and belly were all covered in nice fur, it look really good on him. He had a somewhat below average cock, but I didn't mind, at that point in my life he was the cause of my wet dreams.

As I came closer Johnny noticed my presence, he quickly came on his feet and without a word rushed out of the cafeteria hiding his face. I found his reaction odd, but I quickly came to my senses, he was gay and didn't want me to know. I had a mayor celebration inside of my body when I realized that. The older man asked me to sit down, he had a tad disappointed look on his face, which probably was related to Johnny in some way. But it quickly changed as he started talking. He introduced himself as Sven, and he was a social, positive and open man. Talked a lot about his life, about his old marriage, his kids, what he did for a living. Myself on the other hand was kind of shy so didn't say much. I did however explain that I went to school here, and was living on campus. I also mentioned I was interested in guys. We must had been talking for quite some time as the cafeteria were about to close.

“Well I would wonder if you might be interested in coming with me home tonight?”

The question took me off guard, and my belly started to twist and turn out of insecurity. I was thinking it over for awhile then agreed on his request. We walked out, it was snowing a bit and I was feeling cold. I should of taken more clothes on, I still had thin clothes on me not suiting the new climate at all. His car was parked at the parking lot around the corner. He went inside, and opened the passenger seat door for me, I was worried so it took me some time but eventually I finally stepped into the car.

It was a 15 minute drive from the cafeteria to his place. It felt like hours, I was looking for signs on the road so I knew where I was going too. But eventually we arrived and I could step out in the cold night. We slowly made our way to his apartment, three staircases up in the nearby building. He unlocked the door, and we stepped inside.

Sven´s apartment were nothing fancy, a bachelor pad in a suburban area. One room and a kitchen. I stepped inside the living room he had a couch, a TV, a bed and a bookshelf filled with science related books stuffed in to this small room, but the room looked tidy and it wasn't too bad.

“You want something to drink? A coke, whiskey, vodka or anything?”

I told him a coke would suffice, and he went out to the kitchen. He came back with a bottle of whiskey under his arm, two glasses and a coke. He was motioning me to sit down. As we sat in a couch, I wished he would put more distance between us then he did, I could feel his leg next to my own. He turned the TV on, it was some stand up comedian show. He poured some whiskey into his glass, and once more asked if I wanted some. I said, no and explained I don't drink, alcohol. He chuckled a bit, followed by heaving his full glass of whiskey, in one go.

Two glasses of whiskey and tons of half arsed jokes later, he put his hand on my leg, gently touching me. It felt good, but I was nervous. I kind of wished id took one glass of the whiskey now. He turned to me so I could see his blue eyes, they showed signs of affection. His lips came closer and met mine, I had never kissed like this before. His mustache was tickling my upper lip while his tongue mixed with mine, leaving some taste of whiskey who made my tongue felt like it was on fire. His hands explored my body inch by inch. I started to feel less nervous, as I grew more and more comfortable with him touching me. I started too explore his body with my own hands, I was underneath his clothes touching his chest, it was hairy. I slowly went downwards, feeling a just as hairy belly, I was now very secure that I wanted to go all the way with this guy tonight.

He had taken my shirt of and where starting to work his way down with his tongue, he licked and sucked on my nipples. It felt good, his tongue was big and wet, and my nipples are very sensitive. I was moaning out of pleasure, so he started to pinching and biting them. I was very aroused now, and my cock was almost bursting the seams on my jeans. His hand were working my belt, and finally released it, he unzipped my jeans and started to touch me on the inside of my underwear. I felt his hand working my shaft, it was the first time someone touched me In this way and I was afraid of coming to early. I grabbed his hand, pulled it behind my head, I have a feeling he understood why I wanted him to stop.

He went up out of the couch, to take of his jeans revealing his backside too me. His ass was smooth, I touched his cheeks, they were soft to the touch. I stood up on my feet and hugged him from behind, grabbing his cock with my hand. It was not too big, uncut, but thick and very hard. It had well placed veins over it. I started to work it, softly... he was making sounds of great pleasure. He turned his head back towards mine and we stood there kissing, while I worked his hard cock from behind, my hand got a bit wet from all his precum.

We folded hands and went towards the bed, he laid me down on my back, and started to suck on my hard cock. The feeling was great, he worked very well with his mouth and tongue. His beard tickled my balls when he went deep. I almost came, then he stopped. Asking me to do the same too him. I gently and very carefully took his pole in my mouth, it tasted a bit salt because of the precum. I tried my best, he instructed me, told me to work more with my tongue, I was a student, he my teacher. I eventually got it right, he was pleased I heard and felt it in his actions. He pulled me in my hair upwards, whispering in my ear that he want to fuck me.

Sven went away to the bathroom, he soon came back with a tube of lube. He sat down, turned me on my belly. He put some lube in his hand and started to work it between my cheeks, he pushed a finger in my hole, It hurt a bit but soon felt very good. He started using two fingers and after awhile he crawled up next to me, placing me in a side way position. He played with his cock between my cheeks, until he slowly pushed it in, inch by inch. He soon had all of his meat inside of me, he was calm, holding his body tight towards me, while softly pounding me. At times he increased the pace, it felt so good.

While still inside of me, he grabbed my sensitive cock and started to work it. I came... he pushed deep inside of me, I could feel his cock filling me up with his cum. He shouted out of pleasure. I was exhausted and fell asleep with him still inside of me, while he was pushing himself tight towards my body.

I woke up, I had changed, I was no longer the same boy I was yesterday. The wet feeling between my cheeks made me feel dirty and stained. Sven had barebacked me last night without me saying anything, it was stupid, but it felt good. Sven had already left bed, and was standing in the kitchen. I heard him put on coffee and make sandwiches. He was a good man, one of these decent ones. I had been in contact with men trough community sites, were every younger man warned me from getting involved with unknown guys. So I suppose I was lucky, losing my virginity to this bear after all.

So there I was crawling at the floor looking for my underwear, Sven came inside the room seeing my positioning and joked about “a second round”. I told him I was just looking for my underwear, and that I might be late for school. He sighed as he went back to the kitchen. I eventually found my underwear, still wet from my precum the night before. I was no longer a virgin.

The kitchen looked incredibly fresh for being from this neighborhood, the sun had yet to rise. Soon it was winter and the days surely got shorter fast. I was wondering what this meeting would lead too, a one night stand, or something more solid. I had no idea, I wanted to learn more about him. Sven came with a cup of coffee, the morning newspaper, and two sandwiches with cream cheese on top. Almost like in middle school when mom used to make me hot chocolate and toast for breakfast. I really liked this guy, he made me feel special.

We didn't talk much at all that morning, the silence was almost uncomfortable. But the silence broke, because of a key turning the lock on his front door. I slightly panicked, did he have a wife or something?!

“Hello, I'm sorry about yesterday but well my classmate was there and I don't...”

Johnny's eyes was piercing me, if he could kill with them I would be dead. A tear started to slowly, drip down past his nose. He started to cry... He slammed the door as he left. I was still a bit in chock. What was Johnny doing here?

I spent a moment thinking of it and came to the conclusion I would ask Sven about it. He just answered that I shouldn't think of it too much and it wasn't any of my business. It struck me that I just been part of a side fling, against my long time wet dream. Everything came back to me, the disappointed look on Sven's face when Johnny left the cafeteria, all Johnny's missed school days, everything was just because they were a couple.

I stepped into Sven's car. I felt like shit when he drove me back to campus, how could I've been so stupid. Now I need to confront Johnny, since we go in the same class. Our relations had never been good before this, he used to tease me a lot during school. Pinch me and call me stuff. Would this make things worse?

The car stopped, and I stepped out. Sven asked me for my number, and tossed me a package of smokes. I didn't gave him my number, he was such a douse bag, guess he had more then one he played with, I took the cigarettes and left. As I was walking up the brick road too campus I smoke 3 cigarettes. I had already missed the morning class so I was In no hurry, I needed to shower anyway. Wash away this gooey, cum which dripped out between my cheeks.

As I stood in the shower, I realized it wouldn't make yesterday go away. I had to speak to Johnny, hopefully already today. I got out of the shower and got dressed, my nipples still soar from yesterday made it painful to put my shirt on. It wasn't my nipples which hurt the most, it was mostly my feelings, they painfully reminded me of Johnny's eyes. His green eyes...

I worked my way down to lunch, I had wasted half a school day just thinking of everything which happened, recently. It was my best bet to meet Johnny, he never skips lunch. I went in to the main school building turned right and in to the lunch area. No sight of Johnny.

I picked up my plate and grabbed some pasta from the food wagon, and sat down watching the entrance doors. I didn't eat anything and the school bell tolled for class starts. I hated that bell, sounded more like a fire alarm then a school bell. The day went past, no sign of Johnny. I figured I should go up to his room at campus once school was over for the day.

I knocked on his door, no one was answering I went in to the hallway and bumped in to one of his dorm mates. I asked if he had seen Johnny.

“He left early this morning, haven't seen him since, but were used to it he never spends nights here at campus, he probably have a girlfriend in town”

That painful feeling came back.

“Well you could always try his uncles place he lives quite central in town”

The guy wrote down the address on a piece of paper and handed it over, I jumped on my bike it was kinda slippery outside as the frost lay thin over the concrete. Taking the bike in too town takes about 20 minutes, but I really have to talk to Johnny. As I was riding down the streets, asking people for the way to the address written on the note, I eventually ended up at the cafeteria were I met Sven just the other day. I felt so stupid not recognizing the street´s name. I locked up my bike in the nearby bicycle stand, and worked my way to the correct number written on my note.

As I stood before the entrance, I was very unsure I wanted to go inside. I sat down and grabbed a smoke, watching the windows, and there he was at the top floor sitting near the window looking upwards toward the sky. He looked so lonely, and you could see he had been crying. I had made up my mind, and went inside.

Four stairs up on the left. I ringed the doorbell and heard some movement inside. I saw someone used the peek hole. I was pretty sure he wouldn't open the door, but I was wrong. He slowly opened the door and looked at me.

“What do YOU want?!”

He looked angry, or rather disappointed. I opened my mouth trying to explain, why I had come, he asked me to come in as he rather speak in private. We sat down in his uncles kitchen, he was looking at me and waited for me to start the conversation. It felt intense. But eventually I explained everything to him, also how I feel, for him as well.

“So you say you have had a crush on me for the past 2 years. Well then why do you treat me this way?”

My heart took a beating, it felt like everything fell apart and I burst in to tears. Johnny went behind my back and massaged my shoulders a bit, he was comforting me. His strong hands felt good. We went in to the living room and he turned on the TV, it was The Simpsons followed by Family guy. We were talking and it started too feel a little bit better. We came to the conclusion we had a lot in common. I also got to know he had always thought of me as a fantasy too at some points, during the last year. And the pinching was his way to try and connect. He blushed. I blushed too.

He jumped closer and let me embrace him, he was soft and warm. He had no shirt on, and I could see his, hairy chest and belly. I started to play with my fingertips in his rug, he seemed content with what I did. Our lips met, I felt the taste of his mustache it was a bit salt from all the crying earlier, I thought he missed a beard, this guy would look good in it. I asked him, he blushed.

We slowly started to explore each other, undress as we went exploring. He had a hairy ass, I loved it, I kissed it and he lift it up a bit. I started to rim him. He was pleased, my tongue playing around his pink hole. I was pleased too, his joyful sounds made me aroused.

He turned around, slowly folding his big soft lips around my cock, he was really good. I could stay like this forever. His tongue played with my balls, slowly licking up the shaft. I folded a good grip around his cock. It was a bit smaller then mine, I started working him as he blew me. His precum, dripped on my fingertips. I put them in my mouth tasting his, juice... I wanted more. I gently leaned him back and started to suck his cock. He was uncut and rather small, I took it whole in my mouth, working his head with my tongue. Massaging his hole with my fingers.

I knew he was a bottom, everything showed for it. So I tried as good as I could to please him. He whispered too me that he want me inside of him. He leaned himself towards the couch, bending his ass up. I start to penetrate him from behind, it feels warm. He moans, it seem to hurt a bit. So I go slow, very slow, inch by inch I push inside of him. I start to pound him, when I drag my cock in and out of his hole I see his eyes glistering of joy. Yes absolutely a bottom. I increase the pace a bit, and put some more force behind the poundings. The couch moves a bit across the floor, leaving marks in the floor boards.

We hear the door opens...

“Holy crap, MY UNCLE!”

We still laugh when we think back to that day. Me and Johnny have been together for 5 years now and we live together. I stood in the hall waiting for him, we were about to go out for dinner at the restaurant we always eat at. His beard looks so good from here...

To be continued...